Gray and rainy mornings fit my mood so well. I’m not sad or anything, but sunshine when I’m stressed just makes me feel inadequate and like I need to be all cheerful when I’m not, or don’t have time to be.
My presentation last night went all right, but I swear to God, my English is never as bad as when I speak in my seminar classes. My fifth grade self was probably more accomplished in oral English. It’s seriously embarrassing. I get so nervous I forget how to pronounce words and sound really fresh off the boat, and then when class is over, I go right back to speaking like a person. It’s not intentional, but I bet some people in my class think I’m doing it to milk foreigner points or something.
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